"Har nästan druckit 100 liter och jag känner att jag blivit efterbliven!"

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"Jag började supa när jag var åtta, jag svär bror jag minns den dagen. Blandade vodka med mjölk bror bland dagisbarnen" #YoLo
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De kaoos

Fiiin biiiild. Host
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Shuu, kom nyss hem, chillade lite med killarna. Har damp btw..
MItt fucking kort är spärrat, de står i horautomaterna att jag har "överskridit veckogränsen". Fucking det är min lön, ska inte finnas nån jävla gräns! Måste ha min jävla limpa. Och banken har bara öppet på fucking måndag. Och ska åka på tisdag. kAoS!
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Dagens planer är väll att dra till Lotten en stund, sen lite senare kanske tagga på fest. Utan alcohol ^^ Om jag hittar någon som inte är bakis och vill hänga på. Lixom.
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Ayde, men Jalla, måste ta en smoke, harebra <3

A litte bit of color

 
 
Looking Out Over The World
 
 
 
 
 
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goosebumps..

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One Kiss (First Kiss Pt. 2) [ft. Gela Solis]

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John:

I remember last December, you said that you were cold
I lent out my hand to hold
You were my sunshine, babe you were all mine
How come this time of year you’re no longer here?

What happened to the love songs dedicated to me?
How come you got another man when I know it should be
Me in your arms, me in your heart
Can we take this end back to the start?

Duet:

I know I act like I hate you but I know that I’d still date you
But do you need me like I need you?
They all try to take your place but you just can’t be replaced
I know I’m a mess, but can you grant my request?

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Chorus:

Let me borrow one kiss, make me feel like how we did before
I hate the reality that you ain’t mine no more
Borrow one kiss reminisce on what we had
I ain’t to proud to beg baby, yes I got it bad
Missing when you touched me like this, hugged me like that
Kiss me baby I want you so bad 
Missing when you touched me like this, hugged me like that
Kiss me baby I want it all back

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Gela:

I recall when you made me fall, yes I hesitated
But you wait and waited
Together for a while, I’m still in denial
That it’s done tried to move on but these feelings just ain’t gone

What happened to the happy ending that you promised me?
Don’t you know that in your arms is where I’m happy?
I know it’s bad to use him ‘cause he just ain’t you
But you won’t admit it so what the hell do I do? 

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Duet:

You see I gotta let you know I should’ve never let you go
How am I supposed to grow when my heart is with you?
I know that I messed real bad
But I just want you back
Is it too late? This love’s too great

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I hate that I can’t hate you.



Play with me, just for a while.

gosh va tråkigt man kan ha.. någon som vill hitta på något ? lixooom. Bara chilla. typ. hehe.
 

true story bro


Dont practise your reading skills on this. Please.

I know i aint perfect. Far from it. Ive done tons of mistakes. Especially for being in this age.
Im not a beautiqueen. But still sometimes i look in the mirror and think "daaamn, that girl, she looks realy good", but yet sometimes i look in the mirror and cry. 
I doesnt have that much selfconfidence, like most of you think i have. I just think, when i walk past or meet people "its better for me to get hurt for who i am then liked for who i am not".
I've heard people calling me names. And i act like i dont care about it, but the truth is that it hurts. I havent done anything to deserve those rumors. I never tell anyone about things ive done, its just male atentionwhores that think i have this big wall around me that they want to break. But i'll tell you what. Its already broken.
 
I dont want to play around with boys. I dont want a relationship eather. Cuz i know if something small whould happend in that relationship, it whould breake me, tear me apart. 
I thought i was going to die after my last relationship. I could spend hours on the bathroomfloor, just crying. At first it was almost everyday i cried. Then it became almost once a week, then once a mounth. And now, still, after five mounth i can cry sometimes. Becous when something happends, all the hidden memorys and hidden feelings stream over me. But still i need the touch, the wormth, the love. But i cant seem to find anyone that could replace Him.
 
And "He" dont care at all. He got mad that i was seeing other guys, and thats why we walk past eachother and i hear "whore" comming out from his mouth. I cant even see the old him anymore. The Him that i was inlove with. This sounds realy desperate, but i think im still inlove with the old Him. But i just hope that im wrong. Becous all i feel for him is hatred. Fuck all.
 
I just. Dont. Want. My. Heart broken. Again. 
 
Im not typing this becous i want anyone to feel bad for me, or for the attention. When i type here, i use to pretend that nobody is reading this. I just need to get all those feelings out.. Actully i dont want anyone to read it, its to intimate. Dont read it. Please.
 

cleaning mission "host"

Shoofan, sitter hos min typ andrafamilj hehe ;)
Skulle ha städat men vetejfan vad som hände med det? :O ( :D )
 
PUSSSS Linneaaa och Mia ;*
 
 
PEACE

Hiss o Diss

Tjenare. Nu kör vi kissiestyletype inlägg :)
 
  • Sommarlov! Awsome med lite sol
  • Morgon kaffe med cigg ;)
  • Tupac - r.i.p
  • Stockholm snart, Ciao mothafuckers!
  • Min lilla söta linnea ;)
  • Socialen, jävla glädjeförstörare
  • Nyköping..
  • Mammas temperament, haha
  • Nyköpings killar, lixom wtf?
  • Mitt minne, it sucks..
 
 
 
 
 
 

Back in old tracks?

Goddagens!
Kom nyss ifrån Eskilstuna. Har träffat Kheris lite där, satt typ på en bänk och gjorde absolut ingenting i några timmar. Fast även om jag inte vill erkänna det så hade jag faktist saknat honom. :)
 
Riktigt gammal bild
 
Denna dag har fått konstiga vändningar varje timme typ, men det är awsome !
 


citat.
"You say you love rain, but you use an umbrella to walk under it.
You say you love sun, but you seek shade when it is shining.
You say you love wind, but when it comes you close your window.
So that's why I'm scared when you say you love me.
 
-Bob Marley
 
KIIINGG!
 

Insperation

The notebook.
 
"Its not going to be easy, its going to be hard. But we are gonna work on this every day, and i want to do that.. becous i want you. All of you... Forever."
 
A walk to remember.
 
"Its like the wind. I can't see it, But I can feel it."
 
The Intouchables.
 
 
"Sometimes you have to reach into someone else's world, to find whats missing in your own."

<3


"I dont live for your gossip"

Jag fucking orkar inte. Kalla mig vadfan ni vill. Det visar inte vem jag är, bara vilka ni e. Så hata på. Ni kmr inte förstöra min sommar. Jag ska leva mitt liv på vilket jävla sätt jag vill. Ner på huk och sug idioter.
 
 
 
#peace

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