Should I say im sorry? Should I get you to talk to me? Should I stop doing what I am doing becous it might hurt you? Or should I just forget about you and your feelings and keep moving on?

Somehow I feel bad for you for what I am doing. Somehow I hate you for treating me like this. Somehow I still love you becous of the person I know you are.
However it is, Im confused and I wish life is as simple as it can be. As it once were.