I just want someone to hold me when i feel alone. Someone that loves me for who i am, i know im not solver now. But tomorrow im gonna be solver in a whole new level. Inshalla. 

 

But i swear to God i hate boys. And i hate this one special boy, who i thought i fell inlove with, and who fell inlove with me. But keeps hurting me all the time. And it realy HURT me. 

 

And yes im gonna erase this tomorrow. And my english is so bad. But realy there is nothing that hurts so much as giving everything to someone who does not want to give you a second of his life.

 

But im so afraid of being alone.